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August 27, 2005
Some Days
Some days are more of a struggle than others. Today has been one of the struggle days.
I don’t know what my problem is.
There’s a John Mayer lyric something about “I can’t wait to figure out what’s wrong with me so I can say this is the way I used to be."
But strangely it’s Matchbox Twenty’s “3 a.m." that’s ringing in my head right now.
Maybe it’s the rain. Maybe it’s any number of things. Maybe I’m just tired. Whatever it is I can’t seem to get much of anything done today.
No motivation. No inspiration. I’m bored without the get-up-and-go to do anything.
Lethargy and boredom – a bad combo.
But if I look back on my day with an unencumbered, objective eye I realize I did actually accomplish a little. It only feels like I wasted the day away.
I will do better tomorrow. I will.
Posted by Selena at August 27, 2005 09:10 PM